Prices?My spirt is free, but my body pays the fee.Prices? by ~whateverjulie
I made myself so sick, I have never felt a regret more thick
I am so worried my throat is dry, please don't look me in the eye
I don't know what to say, but I can feel myself fray
I just wanna cry and I don't get why
I wanted this so bad, just thinking I of what I almost had
I didn't care when she told me I'm falling apart, I denied when she said it is more than my heart
Last time she gave me 2 months this time she gave me 1, "just one more vile of blood and you'll be done"
I made so many mistakes, I wish I had hit the brakes.
but it is too late for a reaction, now I'll sit in pure distrac
Wrong of meIs it wrong:Wrong of me by ~whateverjulie
I will do anything you ask of me?
I will be anything you want to see?
I will make anything if you will agree?
I will never put up a fight?
I will never hold on too tight?
I will never preform without delight?
I cannot ask anything of you?
I cannot let us fall through?
I cannot keep making this long over-due?
What more is there to say:
Here I am looking like a clown, baby I just hope you keep me around.
I love the softness of your skin. You can play me like a violin.
Leave your marks deeper then before, owning my wounds won't be a chore.
Just kiss me sweet, make me feel complete.
Wish I could hide away, in your ar
I am, meI'm sorry I am meI am, me by ~whateverjulie
I'm sorry I am
I'm sorry, that "i'm sorry" isn't good enough for you.
Close your fist one more time, if it makes you happier to commit this crime.
I'm so afraid I can't stop shaking, I hold my ribcage because it is aching.
Just let me know for true if it is because I am not good enough for you?
I hate this feeling of defeat, but i know it will only repeat.
kill me if it will finally bring a smile to your face I know I'm nothing more than a fucking disgrace.
I wake on the floor, everything feels so sore.
To the mirror I climb, to see all the marks you left this time.
I could never let my tears fall, to
Birthday GirlYou look at me like it is easy, but these aren't easy.Birthday Girl by ~whateverjulie
My body is shutting down and my mind is fading out.
The birthday girl got a call from the doctor saying, girl you could die.
Only made me think I can leave life the same day I came to it.
I do not want to leave this life; not after I put down the knife.
Denial, tells her she will be fine; "Just work harder, it will go away."
I couldn't let go for a day not even if I knew it would be okay.
Love is everywhere for me to see now that I have no tears to write under a willow tree.
The birthday girl won't call the doctor back, too afraid to change and get off-track.
I am so indecisive w