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Prices?My spirt is free, but my body pays the fee.
I made myself so sick, I have never felt a regret more thick

I am so worried my throat is dry, please don't look me in the eye
I don't know what to say, but I can feel myself fray
I just wanna cry and I don't get why
I wanted this so bad, just thinking I of what I almost had

I didn't care when she told me I'm falling apart, I denied when she said it is more than my heart
Last time she gave me 2 months this time she gave me 1, "just one more vile of blood and you'll be done"

I made so many mistakes, I wish I had hit the brakes.
but it is too late for a reaction, now I'll sit in pure distracPrices? by ~whateverjulie

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Wrong of meIs it wrong:
I will do anything you ask of me?
I will be anything you want to see?
I will make anything if you will agree?

I will never put up a fight?
I will never hold on too tight?
I will never preform without delight?

I cannot ask anything of you?
I cannot let us fall through?
I cannot keep making this long over-due?

What more is there to say:

Here I am looking like a clown, baby I just hope you keep me around.

I love the softness of your skin. You can play me like a violin.
Leave your marks deeper then before, owning my wounds won't be a chore.
Just kiss me sweet, make me feel complete.

Wish I could hide away, in your arWrong of me by ~whateverjulie

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I am, meI'm sorry I am me
I'm sorry I am
I'm sorry
I'm sorry, that "i'm sorry" isn't good enough for you.

Close your fist one more time, if it makes you happier to commit this crime.
I'm so afraid I can't stop shaking, I hold my ribcage because it is aching.
Just let me know for true if it is because I am not good enough for you?
I hate this feeling of defeat, but i know it will only repeat.
kill me if it will finally bring a smile to your face I know I'm nothing more than a fucking disgrace.

I wake on the floor, everything feels so sore.
To the mirror I climb, to see all the marks you left this time.
I could never let my tears fall, toI am, me by ~whateverjulie

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Birthday GirlYou look at me like it is easy, but these aren't easy.
My body is shutting down and my mind is fading out.

The birthday girl got a call from the doctor saying, girl you could die.

Only made me think I can leave life the same day I came to it.
I do not want to leave this life; not after I put down the knife.

Denial, tells her she will be fine; "Just work harder, it will go away."

I couldn't let go for a day not even if I knew it would be okay.
Love is everywhere for me to see now that I have no tears to write under a willow tree.

The birthday girl won't call the doctor back, too afraid to change and get off-track.

I am so indecisive wBirthday Girl by ~whateverjulie

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Jul 9, 2011 My summer to remember. . .
May 15, 2011 To much to even think about
May 2, 2011 On the up
Apr 30, 2011 just me
Apr 27, 2011 Doing good, mostly
Apr 22, 2011 YAY!~ and NAY!~ . . . and a little bit of HEY?!
Apr 4, 2011 Goodbye (I'm Sorry)
Mar 31, 2011 What is the best car in the world. . . ? oh and
Mar 15, 2011 New Diet
Jan 29, 2011 Well, *shrugs*

My summer to remember. . .

by ~whateverjulie, Jul 9, 2011, 9:40:18 PM
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Mood: Tired
Listening to: Dreaming with a broken heart
Drinking: Water

it just started and yet so much has happened its makes me dizzy just thinking about it. . .

I haven't drawn in a while. . . I have a pile of half finished drawings of snow white on my desk. . . they have been there for a month.

my job offered to train me to get certified to be a manager. . . my first job 2 months in they want me to run it their crazy. . . so i gotta think about that.

having a lot of trouble going back to school. . . but i think i still will.

I'm planning a road trip and I'm really hoping to go before the semester starts. . .

I fell in love, and I got hurt.

my parents lost their minds but seem a lot nicer to me so i guess its okay.

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Favorite color: red
Hair color: burgundy
Season: spring
Mood: tired
Status: Single

I am the everyday american girl

Favourite genre of music: Anything I can dance to
Favourite style of art: Traditional

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*birthdays Apr 11, 2013

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's April 11 ^th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here!

We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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=Shiilus Apr 11, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

♥ Happy Birthday! ♥

I hope you have a spectacular day that you'll remembers forever and ever! With lots of yummy cake and presents just for you!

*DemonNinjaTatsuko Apr 11, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Happy Birthday

*SmashBros2008 Apr 11, 2013 Hobbyist Photographer

Happy b-

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~jochannon Apr 11, 2013

Happy Birthday; may you be blessed with a good year filled with fine friends, happy times, and fond memories.

May your skies be clear, your animals friendly, your water pure, and your food tasty; may your air be clean, your bed soft, and your house filled with joy; may your nights be cool and your days warm; may your family be joyous and honorable, and may you live a long, full, and happy life.

This is a Jewish blessing, guaranteed to come true or your money back.

=ice-or-fire Apr 10, 2013

_{Hello!
Happy [early] birthday!
May this day bring to you all things that make you smile!}

`lintu47 Apr 9, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Happy early Bday!

~BritishBear123 Jan 5, 2013

I really like your drawings of naruto characters I like to draw them too you should do more!!! (like sasori in his real form)

*birthdays Apr 11, 2012

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's April 11^th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team

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This birthday greeting was brought to you by: *cheezyem}

*BigMac1212 Apr 11, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

Happy birthday!

=DreamON-Mpak Apr 11, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Happy BirthDay.. let the Art be with you

~artsya95 Apr 11, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Happy birthday!!! ^^

~jochannon Apr 11, 2012

*SmashBros2008 Apr 11, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

お誕生日おめでとう!! (Happy Birthday!)^w^

=ice-or-fire Apr 10, 2012

_{Hello!
Happy [early] birthday!
Have a wonderful day and fabulous year!}

*mektup Sep 13, 2011 Hobbyist Photographer

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~skykun Aug 27, 2011 Student Traditional Artist

Taking request?

~whateverjulie Aug 30, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

sure ^_^

~skykun Aug 31, 2011 Student Traditional Artist

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~skykun May 24, 2011 Student Traditional Artist

Hello

~whateverjulie May 26, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

hello, ^_^ how r u?

~skykun May 27, 2011 Student Traditional Artist

im good,you draw anything new?

~voodoo-ace Apr 30, 2011

thanks a lot for the fave on 'bulimia' @hug:

~TheCatIsUmm Apr 22, 2011

Thank you for the favorite!

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